I want a cigarette so bad. I've been binging like an out-of-control maniac. Not sure if it is from not smoking or if I am just giving myself license to eat like a freak.
I did exercise while we were on vacation. Joined a gym for a week and went every day, except for Saturday and Sunday. I haven't exercised once since I've been home and I'm procrastinating by writing this.
I fucking hate being fat. Why can't I just diet and exercise and lose 20 pounds? Twenty fucking pounds! That's all I'm asking for right now. I can't even manage to not gain weight, much less lose any.
What the fuck is wrong with me?
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