Excuses

I came to a realization (or two) the other day.

1. My husband became disinterested in sex when I was still at my goal wait. Maybe I gained a lot of the weight back as an excuse (for me) for him not wanting to have sex with me?
2. I finally reached goal and I still felt fat. I felt uncomfortable in shorts, in bathing suits, etc. I still didn’t’ enjoy the things that I had an excuse not to enjoy when I was fat. Now I have that excuse back.